Yet another night where it is hard to get to sleep. Good thing is that im off work tomorrow so im not that stressed about needing to get in bed. Yet that is..

When do you know when a friend isnt a friend anymore? Does it just dwindle into nothing and you really dont know at what point it happend or is it a sudden kind of aha moment? Im always blind to the fact that some people just dont want to be friends anymore and get a rude awakening when it does happen. I suppose i dont see it because i dont want to, or something like that...
I know you sometimes grow apart, you chose differently and no longer have anything in common with each other more then that you knew one another when growing up, but when it happens suddenly i just dont get it. One minute your someones friend and then the next, your not? Just because? Because of what? Really i have no idea why. Is it too much to ask for a why? Why, what did i do, or not do, you never know do you. And that is what hurts the most, you just dont know why and dont get told either because your not a friend anymore....